It’s been a while…

Yeah, i know i haven’t written in 29320874048 years, BUT, i have had nothing to write about really, and my life’s going pretty good right now.

Heres the update:

1)I have the most amazing girlfriend
2)I’m not arguing with any close friends.
3)I’m on the verge of making all “A’s” for the first time in my life.
4)I’m the strongest i have ever been in my life.
5)I cannot wait for football season to start.
6)It seems every day has a bunch of laughs in it.
7)I’m getting closer and closer to my nieces, sisters, parents, and other relatives each day.

I’ll elaborate later.

Forgive me,For I have sinned / Love

We all know what it is, we all do it. Sin. Nobody, other than God, is perfect.

Whether it’s Big, or whether it’s small, we all do it. It could be telling one of your friends huge secrets, one they trusted you with. Why do we even do that? If someone trusts you with something personal, a part of their life, why do we go tell people? If that person that told you, wanted the person you told to be a part of it, they would have told them, you don’t have to. It ruins trust, and a bond. A friend wants you to be a part of their life, so they share a part of it with you. Then, next thing you know, something slips, and you open someone else up to it. Then they tell someone, and so on. You thought you could trust them.

It’s a complicated thing. Trust and Respect are 2 hard things to control, if you open your mouth. If you want someone to know something so bad, tell them something about your life, not someone elses.

You can be too forgiving, but forgivings a good thing. Just realize, if someone forgives you, it doesn’t necessarily mean they trust or respect you. They shouldn’t have to. And whether its slow or fast, you finally realize that barrier starts to build up, perpetually.

In Colossians 3:13 it says:

“Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.”

So why do we find it so hard to do? You couldn’t believe your friend would do that to you, and you want it to be the way it was, so you put up no arguement of something they did wrong. If a “friend” is going to be like that, why would you want it the way it was? So trusting, and kind, i understand how you would want that, but find someone who will keep it that way.

You need your privacy, and talking to people about it is good. It just depends if your choice of people is good or not to see how it will come out.

Tell your closest people, your parents, anyone that will listen and you know won’t tell. Protect yourself

 

Love.

Such an awesome word.

It gives someone the power you associate it with to make your life the best you could ever imagine, or break it in half. If the second one happens, we always wonder why,or how we loved that person. Why we even trusted them so much. Well, that’s what love is. You can’t explain it.

You know your in love if those butterflies never go away. If your with them, wanting to hold their hand the whole time and never let go, never wanting to leave. If you can’t imagine how your life would be without them in it. If you trust someone with your whole heart and not to break it. If you you love spending time with them, then you spend so much, and keep wanting more. Or if you spend so much time with them that anytime something around you happens, it reminds you of them and their not even there.

Love is making good memories. Whether it be a sport, a friend, a significant other or family. Just, keep the ones close to you, well…close.

And Hey, you. I don’t think i’ll ever want this to end.

Tick tock,Tick Tock,Tick Tock,STOP!

Stop! Let’s Break every clock.

Have you ever stopped to wonder, Why does life go by so fast? Life is great, and Awesome. Anything that God made is, But it just goes by too fast. I wish it could be like back when the world was created…Lived over 600 years on average. I love High School. I have a lot of awesome friends, i found my beloved long lost sister, Hannah,My awesome girlfriend, and Im making good grades.

I wish we could just stop, sit down and think. These days, everyone lives a hectic schedule almost. Its Crazy!! Some of the stuff people put so much work, and hustle and energy into is just ridiculous. I dont like being in a rush. I like spending time just relaxing, and being around people. 

High school goes by too fast. I realized just now that, in a year and 1/2, Ill be graduating. A year and 1/2!!! I could remember when i was in Kindergarten, and the rest of elementary school. I know,i know, im young, and i have plenty of life left to live, but im scared that when you get out of high school, everything will change. And Most of it will. College, coming home, seeing the family, working, and trying to keep those friends you had back home (if you go to a far away college).

In football seasons, im considered an upcoming Junior already! My Junior season is less than 7 months away! I just got through my sophomore season, which went by WAY too fast.

Your whole class, My class of 2010, we’ll just seperate. And thats hard to grasp…Half of us wont see each other again, there will be reunions every 10 years, you wont believe what’s happened if you never heard about it, etc. It’s crazy!

I’m going to miss everyone and everything. I know 1 person who i will always keep in touch with and thats Chelsi. I love my sister =]

Hopefully, i’ll still be dating Hannah,and i dont see anything destroying that.

In closing, I guess we should all just slow down a little bit, cherish the time you have, because once your out of it, it will never happen again…

In your Eyes.

Why?

Why Do we put others down? The others among ourselves? Our “peers.”

Peers doesn’t necessarily have to mean your friends, Even though it is nicer to be among them other that ones you dont know.

I was looking around school today. Our society needs some major help. Too many people put other people down, and it makes them feel like the worst person in the world, or so they think, and people might not even realize what they’re doing. I’ve read stories and saw videos of parents of children, or even siblings talking about how when their Child or brother/sister had gotten picked on became so severe. Some even commited suicide. Nobody deserves that much amount of pain to even make them think that. One kid, All A honor roll student was late to class, just so he wouldn’t have to deal with them anymore. Eventually, he stopped even going to school, and ruined his chance at a scholarship.

I mean, I know, I know, I do pick on people a lot, but im just kidding, and i tell them that, and i wouldn’t mean to say anything hurtful to them. If they do take it personally, i  would give them their space and tell them i’m sorry. But i just joke around with some of my friends which know i dont mean it. None of them has been hurt by me picking on them.

In Genesis 5:1 it says

“When God created humans, he made them in the likeliness of God.”

That means he created us in his likeliness by giving us a Soul. He created us to be Spritual people.

When you look at somebody, Remember that God created them in the likeliness of him, just like you. Even though we all know we can’t be Perfect like God, he created us to be like him.

When you look into someones eyes, what do you see? When you look at yourself in the mirror, what do you think? Do you ever wonder if you have one attribute even similar to God? Everybody does, He created them that way. As i strive to be closer to God, I’m going to think about this more and more, and hope that you do too.

I miss you.

 Well,I once read “Freedom is found, only in the courage to be yourself.”
How of do we find that freedom? To express what we think, and what we feel.

I’m myself around anybody and i want to express my feelings and thoughts to close, loved ones.
That’s the Only people you can do that with these days. Stuff gets around too fast.

It might just be the fear of being isolated out, like people won’t like you, so your not true to them, let alone yourself. And it’s sad to say, in our society these days, that happens all the time. You can’t blame someone for doing that. Me,well, i would always want somebody to be real to me, so i be as real as i possibly can. Im not going to go off and tell someone i just met a bunch of personal stuff about my life though. Protect yourself, set boundaries of the magnitude of things you would want to tell people.

Just be sure, if you guys start getting closer, don’t let them tell you everything and you just hold back, so that all they’ve known about you is the stuff they knew when you first met.

Anyways,
Me and Hannah went to the movies yesterday =]
The only bad thing was i didn’t get to see it.

So they took me to Sierras basketball game =]

 It was pretty awesome, I got to see Hannah, and her family is really cool to be around. <3

Baby,Its cold outside…

Brr…I hope we have a Christmas where it actually snows…

I love the snow =]

Snow,and you,would be the perfect Christmas…

Me: she loves my smile,and idk why…
Chelsi: well, im glad. :]
Me: i think she tells me it because it makes me smile =]

Do you still worry? Please dont.

Its nothing to worry about,

And to be honest,i think your absolutely crazy to think that,

But I guess im crazy too,But only for you,

I just hope you will take my hand,

And this What-it-seems fairytale,

We can live out,

Just like its supposed to be =]

Where are We at?

Pfft,

You think you get more butterflies than me?

Think again =]

I still do to this day.

I’ve never met a girl like you.

And when your next to me,i just want to hold you close,and never let go,

I always dream of your hand in mine, holding it tight,

Being there for you when your upset,

And when your happy, sharing it with you,

When your mad, Calming you down,

Helping you through all your problems,

Overall, Just being around you,and with you,

Cause even when were not around,

You’ll always be with me…

Maybe that might answer some questions?Maybe not.

Can this be you?Please say yes…

 It Seems Like Love is the Only Thing That ever gives us hope anymore…

I want a Girl, where were close to each others Family,

I want a Girl, Where we can laugh,and talk about anything,And if it turns into an arguement, Then we will both know it’ll all work out,

I want a girl to where we can completely understand each other,

I want a girl, Who i can ask questions, and they ask me back, and we know everything we need to about each other, nothing more.

I want a Girl, Who can make me laugh, Where we can call each other dorks,

And Just Be ourselves around each other,

I want a Girl, who will mean it when they say “I love you”

I want a Girl, Whos Loving, Kind, Nice,And Faithful,

I want a Girl, Who can discuss God,and Bible Verses with me,

I want a Girl, Who i dont have to worry about Every minute i dont talk to her,Even though I cant help but to do so,

I want more than a “Just a girl”,I want someone Special, Someone To hold tight, Someone to Be close to,

We dont have to see each other every day, Even though we both would love to.

“Love Suffers Long And is kind; Love Does Not Envy; Love does not parade itself, is not puffed out; Does not Behave rudely, does not seek its own, Is not provoked, thinks no evil, Does not rejoice in iquity, but rejoices in the truth, It Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things,Love never fails…”

 1 Corinthians 13; 4-8 

…Im hoping that girl, is you.<3

Can you make my dreams come true?…

To be Honest,I am too…

So, I’ve been falling for you,

And to be honest,i dont want it to stop.

We havent hit any bumps yet,

And hopefully never do,

But i hope one day you’ll realize,

How hard i’ve been falling for you,

I’ll never want to let you go,

When your in my arms each time,

And i would pray to God everyday,

That we would be just fine,

I hope this makes you realize,

How i feel for you,

Or atleast a partially,

Because no words could explain,

Something so true =]

Can it?

You can have me for as long as you want.

And dont just love me for a day,love me for a month.

Or as long as you need.

I’d Rather be yours, And i hope to make sure, That thats stays for as long as it needs to be.

If we only hold hands one time,

Then lets never let go…

And i’d rather hug you every day than every other one,

Does that not show?,

I’d be happy your not in front, Or Behind me,

Were right beside each other,

And ill thank god for Every second im with you,

Every word we say, Every moment we touch,

Every Laugh we have,

Can you not see?

I always think about you,

To a impossible degree,

My Hearts here,

Can it be with you?